No matter how much I tried, I know and I know that you'll never believe. Although I am the lost sheep, I'm still protected. Something that I cannot lose, and never will. Am I on the right path? I can never have the answers and the door will be shut, until the day comes. I can see how helpless I am right now, I'm feeling tired. For a thousand times that I heard 'it hurts', feeling hurt for something that isn't the truth?
Emotion draining, the truth is I will never know when will it stops. Nobody's fault, I can never blame the rest for what had happened. Perhaps it is just myself, my own feelings that I couldn't let it down. Struggling with unnecessity which I shouldn't, ending up in misery with wrong decision made. I can never look back, and even if I do, things no longer be the same. Any simply mistakes or decisions made now, can cause a deep wound for the innocents that can hardly be cured.
I can't find the reason for every actions taken, wondering that am I doing it just to hurt myself? Or I'm just the lost sheep that needs its shepherd?
Love is never about revenge but anger kills it all. Feeling happy from the outside, but what lies behind the happiness?
Love,
Alyssa Cross
~xoxo~
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