❤3 more days❤

Coming to the end of year 2010, ever thought what have you done throughout the year? I had a rough month of December, it has always been my favourite month but things are unpredictable. Well, that doesn't mean I have a bad Christmas. I'm still glad with my choice of being together with God on this very special day. Never fail to capture my heart and fill me with joy.

*****MyCandle*****

*****Look at my uniform for the ChristmasCarol*****

A little celebration for Christmas with MyDear and a couple for cutie Notties!!! Runaway from the ulu ulu jungle...meanwhile half of them..having lab work...o my....I had mine a week before, so...I'm rather free for the week after, days before Christmas week!!!

*****BelovedDearDear*****

*****Half of the cutie Notties*****

 Back at home, MommyDaddy always been the best. I had bird nest for breakfast alternately, home-cooked food for lunch and dinner. Enjoying the meet up with people whom I called them friends. Receiving gifts on the Season of Giving. Oooppppsie for my fault that I didn't get anything for my special ones. So so sorry...and a thank you deep down from my heart for those who love me and showering me with 'care' aka...pressie..hohoho...Happy Christmas...

p/s* you don't have to wait until special occasion or season to give gifts!!!

So what's next for year 2011, have you figure out what's your new year resolution??? I sort of have done mine I supposed...but couldn't think much for now. I have exams in 9 days time, and I haven't been working hard enough. I need someone...please please smack me for my non-discipline attitude!!! Can you believe it??? Study week on Christmas??? Such a BO!!! Reminder for myself, hard work will pay off!!! Gambatte kudasai.

Love,

AlyssaCross

~xox~

❤Tangled❤

The one tale that I've been waiting for...RAPUNZEL,with Walt Disney Picture presented,one of the most hilarious hair-raising tales ever told. When the kingdom's most wanted and most charming-bandit Flynn Rider(voice of ZACHARY LEVI) hides out in a mysterious tower,he's taken hostage by Rapunzel(voice of MANDY MOORE), a beautiful and feisty tower-bound teen with 70 feet of magical golden hair.

Flynn's curious captor,who's looking for her ticket out of tower where she's been locked away for years,strikes a deal with the handsome thief and the unlikely duo sets off on an action-packed escapade,complete with a super-cop horse,an over-protective chameleon and a gruff gang of pub thugs.In theater this holiday season in Disney Digital 3D, TANGLED is a story of adventure,heart,humour and hair-lots of hair,with animated musical is sure to promise you much comedy and laughter!So you think you know Rapunzel enough?Get ready to be tangled.Coming up on 25th November 2010.

Don't miss it!!!

Love,

AlyssaCross

~xoxo~

❤StateofTheArts❤

Wondering what you can do over the week???Here's something you might want to consider...well...MUST!!!The State of The Arts!!!Are you ready for a kick-start???Calling up to all the youth.If you think you are the one,here's your chance to unleash your hidden talents and be transformed!!!

At a glance...here's what State of The Arts is all about.

State of the Arts (SOTA) is a youth engagement and development project organized by Ayria Consulting. This event is a launch pad for new creative content and its focus is in the Arts whereby we aim to foster creative and personal growth through various sub events. As this social era booms, this creative arts festival aims to create awareness, engage networks, stimulate new ideas, and broadcast unique talents. State of the Arts (SOTA) also challenges mindsets to bring forth creativity and innovation in the marketplace.

The mission of this event is to Create an awareness, Engaging networks, Stimulating new ideas, Broadcasting unique talents.

State of Insights

-Guest speakers: Niki Cheong,Paul Moss,Daphne Iking,Audi Mok,Harith Iskandar

State of Curiosity
State of Talents

Do sign up to participate!

Event Schedule:

Registration for Event:9th October 2010 – 13th November 2010

Submission of Entries:9th October 2010 – 13th November 2010 [entry deadline]

State of the Arts:17th November 2010 (Hari Raya Haji)

Venue:

City Harvest Auditorium

8, Jalan SS13/6

Subang Jaya

47500 Selangor

Malaysia

1:30pm – 1:45pm Registration & Welcome

1:45pm – 2:00pm Opening of State of the Arts

2:00pm – 5:00pm State of Insights

Special performance by Dennis Lau & Zlwin!

5:00pm – 7:00pm State of Curiosity

8:00pm – 10:00pm State of Talents

*****This is also an exclusive online event submission platform where registered participants can submit their entries via our website at www.stateofthearts.my

Do check out their

website: www.stateofthearts.my

twitter: http://twitter.com/#!/StateOfArtsKL

facebook: http://www.facebook.com/pages/State-Of-The-Arts-Kuala-Lumpur/123683427685924?v=wall 

A one day event will definately blow your mind off!

See you there!!!

Love,

Alyssa Cross

~xoxo~



❤Self-evaluation❤

At this moment, I'm thinking....what am I thinking?I must be crazy.How on earth that I don't know what am I thinking.I felt really tired for the day.Too much skipping off my mind and yet I can't catch it back.I don't feel like talking or doing anything.Being in my room just makes me feel so lazy.Looking at my super thick books....o no~ how am I going to survive this kind of lifestyle?I'm not enjoying it for now.

I'm not as hardworking as I used to be.Bet my brain doesn't work well anymore.For the first time of my life,I feel so stupid,like a failure.Studying is never a problem to me...but after so long since I last studied,well things actually changed.Maybe...I think...okay..fine I am lazy now.Argghh!!!I'm not interested in studying anymore but...for the sake of MommyDaddy,I have to.For one moment,I feel that this isn't the right course for me.I've always been an art person but why do I end up in a science course?

It slipped through  my mind, why can't I just talk properly?Is there a problem with me?I can't control my temper well.Spoilt-pampered-girl!!! I feel so sorry right after I have made the situation all tensed-up.Apologize to all who needs to bear with my princess-attitude especially Mommy-Daddy-Bigbro-Dar.Cross my heart,I'm learning to get rid of those attitude.I'm grateful that all who never blames me for being..erm...me?

Neither do I want to disappoint anyone,I'm trying to give out the best in me.Somehow I find it really difficult if I am not doing what I'm enjoying.O Papa....please please please...make me like... o..no...LOVE what I'm doing for now!There's more to evaluate about myself...maybe...some other day~

*****Wishing that no one will ever spot me*****

Love,

Alyssa Cross

~xoxo~

❤Home Is where I Belong❤

It's the best feeling after so long for being away.People tend to not appreciate it when they were around, until the day that they never return, it is when they realised home is the best.Mommy Daddy called for countless time to ensure that I've departed but I haven't.However they waited for me to arrived even though it's already late pass mid-night.Wonderful parents I must say.At home, I get to eat healthy home-cooked food by Mommy everyday.Tea-time is always a must for Daddy.Having dinner together is the best.Supper???ermm...I skipped that but still we always have each other munching on snacks while watching dramas in the living hall.My BabyBoy!!!!!!!Jumping around and never leave my side whenever I am back at home.Even though I am away,Mommy always have me in her mind.Everytime when I am back,I get a surprise PRESENTS!!!!!!!!!!

 *****Healthy Oil-free Veggie*****

 *****Red Wine Pork*****

*****Tempure-My Favourite*****

*****Can you spot his new colored-fur?*****

Regardless all the good times I'm having,bad and faults never fail to catch me.Tired of trying to be nice,I gave up.Off you go and I will erase it.Never will I ask for a second one.It all happened for a purpose yet I'm trying to fix it.Instead of getting better it turned out to be worst.I'm learning but I'm not keeping up.Probably the door was closed before me.No matter how many times I said I'm sorry, deep down I know that it's always been hard for a person to forget.Easy said yet difficult to be done.Keeping everything in a Pandora'box,I will.

Love,

Alyssa Cross

~xoxo~

❤Wanderer❤

Two days of lab = exhausted!Thank God it's the last PhysPharm for the semester.However, got to brain-storm for the report..Next week dispensing lab will be assessed.Stress to max!!!And I'm going back home on Thursday,which is tomorrow until Sunday.Am excited to go home.Mommy Daddy is the best!!!Need a break-away from whatever stupid annoying ungrateful selfish people.Didn't mean to be rude but you know who you are^^ I still feel...ermm..my 'MIDNIGHT' mood is still hovering around me.However!!!!!!Received a surprise email I would say.Thanks for the concern and I'm still trying my best to get over it.It helps me to at least...feel better?There's 80% more to go.Gambatte ALYSSA-chan!Gosh!!!Am I cheating myself???Maybe I should just lock myself in the room.Study like a nerd.Starve like an aimlessly street wanderer.Life in a cage.Shut down from the rest of the world.What a pathetic one~

Love,

Alyssa Cross

~xoxo~

❤Midnight❤

At time like this I should be sleeping, well...I couldn't, for no reason I don't know why.First and foremost I feel really bad for rejecting Dear last minute.*I'm really really sorry for sudden changes even though I know that you would understand.Really do hope I could accompany you at bad times!*

I've been skipping cell group and church lately,not only that...I felt rather uncomfortable going for choir practise but thank God when I was up on stage everything changed aka my feelings and emotion.I just felt different despite all the awkward-ness.I couldn't tell why am I having these kind of thoughts,but frankly speaking I don't feel belong to the choir team.However,I am the servant of God,He's still my first priority above everything else.I serve a great God!As a little reward,He never fail to comfort me at all times.Thanks Papa.

I was excited to go to church last weekend,maybe because I haven't been attending church for such a long time,the best part,meeting pastor in person with a little chat I would say*3 hours ++ I felt great and I would love to stay longer but...had an appointment with MyDearS earlier,couldn't skip!

Sorry for the trouble of finding my church.They were given a very brief direction-behind Sunway College near the roundabout!O gosh...what a detail one...but they managed to find me*Applause.

We were all hungry,not knowing where to go, we headed to a nearby Lok-lok...one of my favourite,for a little supper and off we go to TAO! I felt really tired and wasn't in the mood.SO sorry if I've spoilt the outing DearS!

As days pass by,I wanted to update my blog but feel rather lazy to do anything else.It has been a month since my class last started and I wasn't aware what's going on yet!This is really.Thinking about it makes me feel depress.Arrghhh!!!I don't want to go under depression again!It's driving me crazy!I need help Papa!

Daddy called me today,asking whether am I coming back.A real short conversation,I bet he misses me but couldn't say it.O well....daddy has always been man-ly!And mommy is looking forward to meet me next week.I couldn't think of anything other than going back home!I really do need a trip back.I'm feeling rather awful these days=((

Emotionally shut down!I miss you IvyDear!

Love,

AlyssaCross

~xoxo~

❤Get over it❤

16 Oct 2010,I realised that it is finally deleted.I know that when it's gone,it will be gone forever.Every time when I see it,I wonder when will it be gone.Deep down inside there's a fear in me,knowing that somehow someday I won't be seeing it again...and yes it came true.I've tried my best to fix it but nothing will change without a second chance to be given willingly or even having the intention to fix it together.Every now and then I know I've been thinking about it,I've no courage to bring it up again or maybe because of my ego-ness that I couldn't speak a word about it anymore as I've tried so much yet disappointment came around.

Advice from people:There's nothing I can do about it for He will understand that I've try my best!

Some said it will heal through time,I doubt that it will.Although I've been harsh on things,I can't deny that it's something precious to me.And now,all I can say is Goodbye and walk away.

*****A puzzle imperfect without you*****

*****Never look back and farewell*****

Love,

Alyssa Cross

~xoxo~

❤Finally~❤

Finally the internet is here and now I can resume my daily routine with the cyber world.It's been long since I talk about my life.O well...this is what happened...

First and foremost,I LOVE MyLife now!!!Accepted into an awesome university but...for most people,they will say that "Why on earth did you choose THAT uni???Are you out of your mind?" Being a city girl for such a long time,knowing every bits and corner of the city explored alone...some think that I can never survive here.

Frankly speaking,yes I do miss home.It's the third week of my university life and for the past 2 weeks,I was back to my hometown but today...I'm stuck in TTS4,a place where I stayed.It won't be as comfy as my Sunway's home but...overall it's still alright.A master bedroom shared with my lovely roommate,who has been very helpful to me during my first few weeks in Nottingham.And of course,class wasn't too bad at all.I rather not but I have to admit that studying is in my blood.I've met new friends and it seems to be a new life for me.Everything here is new and I got to adapt myself in all situation.It's a huge....spacious university where I have to walk for miles to go to class.Tiring but looking in a positive side,it's a good way of exercising.I'm not much of a sport person.

As for now,days are getting much more busy.I have a lot of readings to do,preparation that must be made for labs,assignments are coming up,I would say it is rather exciting for me.I've done my first dispensing...and wow.....I didn't know I'm going to actually produced drugs.REAL DRUGS!!!I wonder who's going to consume it..hmmm....done my first and second dispensing with an excellent marks!O well....I'm born to be a Pharmacist!=P

Many events that are coming up,with the post that I'm holding...there isn't much time for me to take a break.Arrggghhh!!!!However being able to keep myself busying I just feel that my life is much more meaningful.

Apart from that....uhhh...I've been missing church and cell group for quite some time.I miss serving in the choir,seeing all the people that I care and love,being filled with the presence of God and most of all...pastor's sermon..Oooo gosh......I miss it badly...And my reports!!!!!I never forget about it..so....it's going to be a long long long report....Enjoy reading pastor!

Here's some bits and pieces about my university life.

 

*****First day studying in the Library*****

 

*****Stack of books I will be reading throughout my academic years*****

*****Day time view of where I'm studying now**winky***

*****Look at all the duckyS by the lake -Aren't they cute?Quack quack*****

And yes there's a lake right in the middle of the university!

*****Welcome to University of Nottingham*****

*****TheMainBuilding*****

*****NightMode*****

*****TheBridge*****

*****View from TheBridge*****

*****TheFountain*****

*****TheSA-Happening area & place where I have my meals*****

*****MyFaculty-TheFacultyOfScience*****

*****Finally-TheClockTower*****

Love,

Alyssa Cross

~xoxo~

❤MIX❤

Everything is finalized and there's a relief in me.Phhewww~I feel really happy and excited for the days to come as I believe that it's going to be an awesome experience.Frankly speaking,I'm actually quite anxious and worry for what is going to happen next.Surrounded by brilliant people,I felt like hiding at a corner by myself.Somehow,this wouldn't go the way I thought it will.It's just the same feeling when I first entered into college or should I say,it's like when I first entered NS,and yet God never failed to walk with me along the journey,sending me angels.

The place is really green,there are hills and trees,not to mention lakes.It's like a paradise,an amazing place to study.I don't know whether is this a self-comforting or what so ever,Mommy pretty much likes it there,and yes I love it too but....being such a timid shy person,I would say I feel really hard to push myself to face new people as well as getting adapted to the new environment.People are being really kind but I doubt that if it's true.

Speaking about meeting new people,I felt insecure when someone just treated me so well even on the very first day.Maybe...they are just being nice for the sake of being it or maybe they are just nice in person or it's just their responsibility.O well,it doesn't matter,that wasn't the main purpose why I'm going for it.Aiming for the best out of the best,I intend to give it all that I can.Although people think that I'm not going to survive there as it is such a rural,secluded area but I find it pretty interesting with all the facilities,society and clubs.As for my lecturers,they are really,I mean REALLY cool,I bet I'm going to make it through well.It ain't gonna be easy as what Dr Morris advised,work hard but play HARDER!!!

Need to re-schedule my daily routine from today onwards.First thing first,Girl!

So....BYE CARDIFF!!! and HELLO NOTTINGHAM!!!

A brilliant Thanks to BelovedMommy for always being there for HerBabyGirl!!!

It's like first few days in kindergarten~

I really felt like a lil baby*Blush*Should I be happy or what?@@Bless!!!

Love,

AlyssaCross

~xoxo~

❤It's hard to please❤

How can you actually tell that a person really do care about you?Even if they do,only with motives.How many of them really care without any intention?Or even care because they truly love you without asking anything in return?There's always a border line between friends,especially when it comes to the opposite gender.Friends come and go throughout life.It's just the way it is,but only those that would remain still being a part of your life,I would say,they are more than just friends,someone who is dear to me,being MyFamily member.It seems difficult to let go,somehow,to move on with my own life,I need to do so.

I wonder,or even doubt if my life will be better without you?Nothing that I can regret about as it is just a past.I've done all I can to treat each and everyone the best I could,but it seems like...it's not enough.People just have different expectations,some expect more than anything else,some would be moderate and some...they are just happy enough as long as yer there for them.When things went wrong,they tend to walk off my life,or even when they get nothing in return.All I can say is that I wish you a happy life

.However,I have faith in Papa,the best is yet to come.Someone that has been watching over me long before my days started.There's always trials and errors in life I would say,and this is where I learn to be a better person,to know who are and always will be my family members.

For all the broken relationships that I had before,even though I apologised and pleaded for a second chance that was not given,it's not countless...hmmm maybe 2 or 3 or more???Well,the work of healing is in the process,the good memories will always remain in my heart,something precious that I can never get,you taught me a lesson.Thank you for leaving and not giving me a second chance.

Nevertheless,I'm grateful to have people that would truly accept me the way I am,love me unconditionally no matter what,you are my precious.No words to describe how thankful am I to have you.To BB,thanks for always being there even at times when I was wrong and treated you wrongly.For a loving Papa that send angels into my life.

Love,

AlyssaCross

~xoxo~

❤Face it❤

Many things have been running through my mind.I thought I could get over it,sorted it out one by one,however it turned out to be a disaster.I tried to make things right,but it always appeared to be wrong.There's always something that would tell me about your true self.Should I say...I just lucky enough that it always pops out itself without needing me to check it out myself.Don't try to twist and turn,the moment I hear that very one tone of your voice,the moment I saw that expression,I knew that yer lying.I gave you chances to explain but ended up yer trying to escape.Well...it's okay I had enough,I believe,so as you do.Yer just one despicable,obnoxious person.It makes me feel so sick.I'm giving a smooth sailing to you.Travel safe.

I guess the drought has lasted for quite some time,but it rained heavily today and it was filled again.Haven't felt so cosy for ages.Time flies and now that yer leaving,I didn't had a chance to even have a glimpse.Sorry that I lied as I didn't want you to fret.

And...I guees I'm out with my decision.70% for Nottingham and 30% for Taylor's.Still under discussion.Cross my heart that I would make a right one and be firm about it.Even though I felt a lil reluctant to start my studies,I doubt that I am ready for it.However delaying it won't make it any better.It might be that I am just avoiding it.Final decision will be tomorrow.Heavenly Papa,please guide me.I need Your peace!!!

MyLilCottonBall just won't leave my side.He follows me everywhere I go and only me.I think he's more than an elephant glue,sticking to me all the time even when I'm sleeping,he is so hesitant to get off my bed.MyBoy~Yer existance soothe my heart everytime when I am down.

*****MyLilCottonBall*****

Good night for now!

Love,

AlyssaCross

~xoxo~

❤Insincerity❤

Sometimes,the feeling of wanting too much will actually cause you to be unconscious of making the right decision.No matter how many times that I try to make it right,unwillingness to change or forcing myself to change ain't gonna take me no where.At the end of the day,it will still remain the same.

My Life gets kinda boring.Everynight I lay on my bed,looking up the sky full of stars,I need another story,something that I can confess,without a mask on me.I've been on the brink,honesty is just a lonely word,everyone is being so untrue,neither being true to myself.I knew and I knew it but I just kept it hiding within my vision and let it linger beside me,obviously I can see the result.It's GONE!

Look how amazing I've gone this far,people are on your side not mine,belittle and assaulted me to the lowest.I don't care if all never gets in line,no longer chasing after the stars.I don't need another puzzle!I don't need another guess!I don't really like my flow and I'm going to refine it.Stay original and not gonna let it disappear.No one to blame for,no one to look for,it's all about me that I have a story.

 

Loneliness has always been a friend of mine

Love,

AlyssaCross

~xoxo~



❤Blessed❤

To bless?Or to be blessed?What would you choose?

There are certain time that we would forget to bless others.Sometimes,we tend to take more than we give.At time,we complaint too much,on our work,our studies,our daily routine,our relationship with family and friends,our responsibility and etc,What do you get at the end of the day of complaining?Easy said yet I've been struggling so hard to do it.However,everything need a baby steps to start.Once I am willing to sacrifice,just a lil,I would say,everything feels worth it and pays off with a smile from your heart.The more I give,the happier I am.Some might not be that significant and some might taken up my whole paycheque,being appreciated by those who really cares bout every little deeds I've done,I feel as if I'm over the moon.Indeed God will never shortchange me.I am blessed and still am, with wonderful people around me.I would choose,to see you happy and everything is worthwhile for me to do.

Lesson of the day:Learn to BLESS others!

Time, when I didn't know what to do or how should I?It has started for good reasons,if that's the way it is...it's gonna be it.Much to do but I didn't want to think NO MORE!!!What am I seeking for?I am yet to discover who am I!

Dilemma:Can someone decide for me?Off to Nottingham?OR wait for another few months for Taylor's?

*p/s:I'm loving MyLife&Job>.<

Love,

AlyssaCross

~xoxo~

❤Keep it On-Going❤

I just realised that I only update my blog twice a month,one at the begining of the month,second at the end of the month.Ouch!However,to keep this blog A L I V E,I will try to blog as much as possible.Here's what's going on recently in MyLife.

Past two weeks I was back in my hometown,nothing much to do but happy times with friends and family.Awaiting for the arrival of a friend of mine from UK,I was excited to meet yet we didn't feel as if we've been away for long.Why is that so?Hmmm....I would say that we keep in touch very often that it feels like I meet this friend of mine everyday.Glad to see that yer back here now...Our very first chill out-Mud-cake.Come to think about it...Mud-cake is in my list now.Ooopssie~Mud-cake will be my next recipe!

Too limited time to spare,Ipoh was my first stop to visit,what else if it's not for SHOPPING!!!Weee~Thanks to MyBeloved for the lovely bag.Ish...should have get more since I'm not limited by any budget on that day.We went to both Jusco and Parkson for clothes and bag,however....PARKSON is always my favourite.Had the famous Chicken Beansprout Kuey Teow for brunch and off we go.I wanted to get the FamousSatay on the way back home,unfortunately..it was closed!!!!I guess due to Ramadan=((

It wasn't suppose to be a photoshooting day,but...cheeky OiOi snap for none stop yet didn't want to be my model.Huh~That's not the point I guess.We had fun spending time together.The mood was like Emo-Happy-Emo.Happy when I was there,emo when OiOi is back home.*Hide Hide quick*

I was back in KL last Friday,due to PEMO.Very excited for PEMO as it was the first time for me to be involved in makeover for Uncle Ooi's house.I was in charge of the mopping and cleaning session.To be honest,I've done my very best sweeping and mopping again and again but the floor doesn't seems to be clean at all.Ooospp!O well,switch to painting the wall instead.While waiting for Pastor to pack lunch for all of us,we had a surprise birthday cake for him.Thanks to one of the talented member who baked a tiramisu cake for all of us.Yummy~And the interesting card,I would say it looks like a puzzle to me.Too many faces.Meanwhile,it's been a long time since I last served in choir.Rushing back home to prepare,I'm still a lil late for the service,however I managed to go up stage.It feels so good to be back again serving God and Pastor preached a powerful sermon,Journey of An Anointing,that gives me an assurance to all my doubts.Thanks Pastor and it's good to have you back in our midst again.

Sunday is the day!I've got so much to do as I was in charge of getting Pastor's gift.Together with Jireh,off we went to Pavilion and KLCC.After long hours of discussing since the night until the morning,we finally agreed to get Pastor a HUGO BOSS perfume gift set and HAGAN DAZ voucher.I had my lunch at DOME~O my...it's one of my favourite stop by now.Arggghhh!!!!I'm gonna be broke if I continue to upgrade my lifestyle.While waiting for 3 of my dearS to arrive,I had a quick shopping spree at KLCC and I'm loving it.Pavilion and KLCC is in my list now!OUCCHH~

Celebrating MyDear-Patpat&OnnOnn's convocation,the place was packed with hundreds of people,shouting and moving all the way,I couldn't spot both of them and I'm running out of time.Well,I can't leave without saying congratz with hugs and kisses,a quick snap snap and off I went for Pastor's birthday party-80's for the theme.Had a great night at the party,with all the talented and awesome leaders whom prepared so well for all the performances and quiz.Laughter and joy filled up the hall.Last but not least,photoshooting time.It's a wasted that I couldn't make it for TanTan's birthday,I still love you and your family Pastor!Most importantly,I felt I've succeed in buying gift for Pastor.He loves it!!!!Yippeeeyy...Thanks to my leader,Faith&Heng for the suggestion as buying gift for Pastor is a challenging one.

Stay tune for more updates~

Love,

AlyssaCross

~xoxo~

❤U.P.R.E.D.I.C.T.A.B.L.E❤

There are many things in life which you'll never know until it happens..or maybe you just realised it after it had happened.What would you do by then?Over the weekends,countless days...I've been doing things that I didn't know what am I doing.I felt lost at the moment yet not knowing what's the reason.Life seems to be unpredictable.Sometime, it just won't go the way I wanted to...chances that I missed,choices that I've made,mis-predicted,consequences I need to bear with,etc etc...I didn't want to talk.I didn't want to speak a word.I just want to be alone,hoping that just the one night I can relinquish everything unwanted.On moment I paused,I have forgotten Who Am I!Searching for the Lost One in my past?Or renew The One in the present?

I dreamt of a garden,filled with roses and I thought that I've found mine.Once I plucked the one rose,I cut my hands but every roses seems the same,red...how can I differentiate?

Up the sky I gazed,am I living in a fairytale?Every stars has a hole in it,wondering are they lonely?

Close and wish upon to have my very own star that would sustained in me so that I can move on to have my dreams.

Awake moving about aimlessly,I see many people come and go,yet looking for my very own corner.Will I find my star?

Love,

AlyssaCross

~xoxo~

❤The Very First Taken By US❤

Our journey started to divide when year 2006 approached.Now and then we seldom meet,but but...we always make it an appoint to hang out,care and love for each other.Keeping our dearS-ship firm and strong ,closer than never before that nothing can ever come in between us.We fall and we stand up again with each other side by side,now,always & forever!

On a sunny afternoon,4th of June,awaiting for Chicky's arrival,we planned for a short hang out.I would say...it's one of the best among the best.While waiting for Ducky to get prepare,Doggy and me had a real short nap.A photo I took it without him noticing.

We headed to One Utama for our lunch,can't remember what shop we went,but but...our model for the day,Doggy.*Applause

  

*****Promoting the food or Doggy???*****

There's a Toy Exhibition at the Oval Court,which brings back some memories about our childhood.Amazing work done by those people using LEGOS,one of the toys I used to play when I was young.I guess this is why I love art work,fixing and creating dearly.A-Creative-Person!

  

*****Two-KIDS playing with the Baby Mini Scooter*****

*****Happy+Emo*****He's just trying to act cool*

*****What about this?Is he MAN-enough?*****

A little prank we played on while waiting for Ducky to finish her chat with a Nivea promoter.We decided to hang over at the Rainforest,taking photo while waiting for the time to come.A little fun yet we did enjoy ourselves very very much^^

*****TheBridge-Ducky never know that there is a bridge,OMG*****

*****Onn,did you cam-whore?*****

*****We love to play with slide*****

Most of the time,it reminds us about our childhood.Even though we did not grow up together,hmmm...it seems that we don't have to because our dearS-ship is stronger than anyone else.I cherish MydearS very much from the very bottom of MyHeart!I hope the rest of you too appreciate those who truly heart you^^

Feeling thristy and tired,we take a break at the nearby cafe.I didn't notice what cafe it is,but the drink...they are all okay.

*****Cam-whoring while waiting for Onn*****

*****Paparazzi shot-Seems like Onn is always ready*****

*****GuiLingGao-Dear's Favorite*****

*****LonganGuiLingGao-Mine!!!*****

*****Onn insisted that it's his-O well..just a sip alright*****

*****Onn is trying to fit into our cam-whore photo*****

Time to go to fetch Chicky,on our way to our car,we came across some EcoGreenWeek awareness.

*****Happy supporting EcoGreenWeek*****

Let's show our support by saving the trees.Say NO to those that would harm our earth!

*****It's essential for us to be aware that our earth needs our care!*****

*****STOP Climate Change*****

*****Green=HealthyLiving*****

We can never get tired of shooting.Taken at the traffic light when all the cars stop.

*****OurKawaiiSide*****

*****HOPE lies in each of OurHearts*****

*****MydearS-OurSign-ChuChu*****

Love,

AlyssaCross

~xoxo~