Exactly six weeks that you have left, it will all remain as a memory to me. Couldn't get used to everyday life without you. From time to time, I think of you. One night, I saw Grandmama and Grandpapa, waving at me with a wide smile. Telling me everything's gonna be alright. Nothing to be worry about anymore. There is no longer pain and suffering. Just happiness for being together right now. I still couldn't accept the fact that yer gone now. I miss both of you dearly. Your goodness, being adorable, never bored of listening and talking to me, as the most wonderful kind-hearted person. Every time when I see you walking out of the room, it is like a peek-a-boo. Every late night when I got home, I would look through the windows just to watch you sleep soundly. All that I no longer have or can do. What is life gonna be like without you? The Queen of My Heart.
You've always been my guardian angel even now that I no longer have you. You never leave but continue with your job as a protector to me. How naive could I be, not knowing that it is the lowest point of life when I took my first step out of your circle of life. Telling me that I will always be your Princess, deep down inside I knew that there is no other love in world I could find again. The most precious that I ever have, My Guardian Angel. Now and forever.
I am responsible for my own choice and action. Now that I understand, love isn't about being together but seeing one being happy. My lost can never be replaced.
*****Journey ahead of me*****
Love,
Alyssa Cross
~xoxo~
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