Monday, September 5, 2011

❤The Pain of Love❤

What is it like to love a person? Someone once told me, no matter how much that person broke your heart into pieces, you'll never give up on him/her. You just want to stay with them for the rest of your life. 
How does it feel to sincerely tell a person that you truly love him/her? Shy, blush, warm? Or happiness? For once, saying 'I love you', it feels like, yer floating in the sky. Nothing seems to be perfect to you, but looking into his/her eyes, everything is perfect when both are together. Just like a child, knowing nothing but saying what they mean without lies. Happy and sweet. It feels the same when someone you love tells you that, but what happens when your respond is only a nod?
Saying for the sake of saying it, it's like...' Okay, I've said it and that's it. My job is done.' Living in a relationship like this, yer just torturing yourself, wasting all your time and life for nothing. You don't see that there's a future for you.
What is happiness then? A feeling when there's someone who will let you feel that you own the whole world. Nothing matters at all because the only thing you need is him/her. One that will never leave you no matter what happen. It's a feeling of needing nothing but only him/her. LV, Chanel, Gucci, Prada, Hermes, Jimmy Choo's and so on can't buy your heart.
What is promise? Promise is not a solution. The only solution is to act, but actions take time. To prove a thing takes time. Knowing whether it is worth of waiting or not? Trust your feeling. It will tell you the truth.
Telling one that you'll do this and that, get this and that, buy this and that...I tell you the truth, this is all bullshyt. The only feeling you'll get is not love, but just a materialistic pathetic life.
Moving on to fast in a relationship isn't good at all. A person seems to turn into a monster day by day when you actually get to know him/her. Everything may seems to be perfect in the beginning, but when time comes, hurtful words, harsh temper, insincerity, everything starts to reveal itself. A life that you are expecting turn out to be a misery.
Sometimes, even when you did care about him/her but they do not think it that way, it crushes your heart into pieces. The one that truly love, understands you more than anything else and that's all you need. This is when you know you have found the one.
On the other hand, why want to start reading the same book again when you know how it will end? Could there be a miracle that the storyline will change? This is confusing. But think again, does it worth for you to risk your time again for a miracle?


















*****Stays, Always*****
Love,
Alyssa Cross
~xoxo~