❤Buffet❤

After week by week of restless day,I finally get to met my DearS.Thanks for coming back for the sake of me.I had fun throughout the days being together.Due to my camera not available,no pictures taken but somehow we did shoot some,the rest is kept by dearDucky, moreover,a picture is worth a thousand words.

First day of outing,we had Cendol,a dessert made of coconut milk,malacca sugar with green jelly and beans.Extras are added upon request.I never thought that it would tasted so savory...hmmm...maybe because you guys are around^^We had our time at Vbox,singing at the top of our lungs,2 hours wouldn't be enough but...we had other plans.Gong piang is a must when we are around in Sitiawan,the most scrumptious chinese traditional delicacy you can ever find in the town.Well they just can't wait any longer and gobbled up 10 pieces at one shot.Next,a place that dearDucky never knew,Piggy brought us there,MarinaIsland.The cool sea breeze and the scenery of the lil' ocean,is just so breathtaking.

Apart from that it's study week for dearDucky,I accompanied her for her studies,at Secret Recipe...but...things doesn't turn out the way we plan.We ended up taking pictures,facebook-ing instead of face the book,and much more while waiting for dearPiggy to arrive.We headed to Ducky's favorite Malay char kuey teow for supper before we bidded Goodbye to each other.All and sundry,I appreciate every moment we spend together.Being away from myDearS makes me realized how much each and every one of them love me.I can only bear my heart to You.Missing all myDearS so much.
Yesterday,I had a buffet,once in a lifetime,I never had it for ages.Eating up all that I can,I don't think what I've eaten pay-off.Anyhow,I had the largest Satay,my favorite malaysian food.I can't believe it, I can only had 3 and it makes me felt so packed up.And and,I ate pigeons,come to think about it,I felt so evil~It's a happy day for me after winning some 'coins' up in casino.I would say this trip is free!Somehow,I couldn't find what I wanted during shopping.Will head for another shopping trip.,shall we?Extra workout will be needed for the rest of my days from today onwards

Gambatte Kudasai~

*****JapaneseCuisine*****

*****SomeOfMyFavorites*****

*****Ready-Cooked-Dishes*****

*****Steamboat*****

*****All-Time-Favorite-Dessert*****

Love,

AlyssaCross

~xoxo~

❤Confused❤

Famous,huge and etc isn't the thing that we must always look to.A drop in the bucket can as well do great things.It's not about the fame or what-so-ever people always think of,but it's about God,the peace and joy that He gives even if it started from a very small begining.Through the story of Jabez,it taught me not to subject my life to fate.It may not be a good start,but what counts is the perfect end.As long as I'm willing to commit my ways to Him and determined in everything I do to change my past,I believe a good start is not as crucial as a good end.So why not give it a shot and start believing?Learn to depend on Him as the work of God can be hindered both by unbelief and apathy.Don't let a blessing be in disguise.Actions always speak louder than words...ooppsssie...which reminded me not to just do the talking^^This is just a mild sharing from me on what I've learn to implement into my daily routine.No offence yea.
Mommy suggested that I read a CHINESE book today?A what???Did she says CHINESE BOOK?Isn't that too much Mommy???Well,I guess it can be a opportunity for me to brush up my Chinese since I'm still having a long long..I mean LONG holidays which I'm really sick of it.I think I can just give it a shot instead of reaching for the English version.Break a leg alright?It has always been my plan to learn my Chinese but...somehow it always failed no matter what.Let's go back to square one and not just thinking about doing it but DO IT!!!

Even though I remind myself to be optimistic all the time,but sometimes things doesn't go the way you want it to.I do feel tired and discouraged,didn't know what to do and I'm confused.I didn't want to think or guess,just a direct and honest answer.Should I continue crossing my fingers or just find my feet and get over it as Elvis has left the building?You might be asking,shouldn't I just hold my horse as every cloud has a silver lining from what I've just mention?

Well you see,sometimes it's not easy to do it.That's why we're not born as god or goddess.This explains to me that my life ain't going to be completed without You.
Love,

AlyssaCross

xoxo

♥말도 없이♥

The pace of yours is left at one of the carriage.The wind in the subway,drabber than the memories and the whole city has been waiting for me but,there's still a feeling of drifting.I used to believe that tomorrow will be the future,I tried my very best through all the hardships until despair.No matter how bad the circumstances are,it's the deal of my vanity.
Even if there are regrets,what can I do about them?Will I recovered even if I have gone through all the sadness and hurts?Countless music,rendering in my mind.Unspeakable words,things that I can't explained.Used to rely on each others' shoulder,and now we are wanderers among the sea of people.
If I could revert the moment,I will still clench my fist tightly because I'm afraid that my dreams will vanish.When I closed my eyes,in the realm of my very own fantasy,wishing that I will not wake up.Time is ticking and it still have to come to an end,I need to end the absurdity.
My heart has been shattered.I just need your hug,not your kiss.Need you to be my dearest,not a lover or someone's.Just lend me your hand one minute a day,so that I can dream.Every moment I treasure,seeing the smile on your face,the light of happiness in your eyes.

Love,

♥Alyssa Cross♥

♥xoxo♥

♥Dazzle after dark OR Dark after dazzle?♥

When the time comes, I will still be the one who decide everything for myself. I've got 6 offers for my course so far, but which to choose? Undecided! Some unconditional offers, some required phone interview and personal interview. Places I've not visit, doubting how it will feels like to be there. Should I just accept what I've seen? Or should I just give it a try for a whole new experience? It's either A or B or maybe C? However, I am still hoping for the nearest one. There's no place like home. Excited for the weekends to come but I'm back in Sitiawan =.= Need to plan on my trip now. It doesn't sail according to my weather.

♥♥♥♥♥TheOne♥♥♥♥♥

To my updates, currently I'm taking part time job, at home. Very convenient. I was hoping that I could have a tick-filled boxes in my list. I'm looking forward to reach my target and not to forget my reward. I'm waiting Monkey. You know I can do it no matter what it takes=P

A week in Sunway, this is how I spent it. Church mainly is about friend's night, Bridging Colours. Performances by the church dance-team, AnHonestMistake and most of all that captured my breath, the beat-boxer-ShawnLee. I want to go Hennesy Artistry just for the performance!!!

Right after that, I'm supposed to go home, instead dear Ivy was so desperated of wanting to sing. We headed to Neway SJ. Singing all the way until 3 am. And poor dear was sick the next day=((

I had an interview to attend supposely at 2pm, just as what I've expected, it turned out to be 4pm. Had to wait meanwhile attend a few talks about my course. It seems fascinating to me, the study-environment, lecturers, clubs and ummm...I guess the people there too. It somehow makes me feel much more difficult to choose then. Dilemma~ Thanks to Monkey for being my driver. Heart you lots lots. I know you can swing everywhere with me on your back=P Later on, missing MyDear lots, we had dinner and the most delicious brownies I've tried so far. Way better than SecretRecipe. I'm craving for cakes now. Yum-yum~

♥♥♥♥♥FinestBrowniesInTown♥♥♥♥♥

♥♥♥♥♥NextStopForCakes-Puchong♥♥♥♥♥

Saturday, I was excited to be back in church serving TheLord with all my heart. I feel joy and peace as so much had troubled me recently. I'm trying to change all that I've done. Mistakes and immaturity. Praying hard to be accepted again, but first I need to accept myself>.<> work to do, I missed the outing planed by choir=(( but still I had my Lays with me^^
Sunday, 14March, TheWhiteValentine's. I didn't know it's the day. Somehow I had my surprise^^ I went shopping, dinning, and 'exploring'. Within budget or maybe I've high expectation, I don't find anything that attracts me at all. O well at least I managed to drain off some.The most appetizing tea-time, I had ClubSandwiches and HotChocolate at LePassione.

♥♥♥♥♥HeavenlyTea-time♥♥♥♥♥

And guess what, there's a HelloKitty roadshow at TheCurve. Used to be my darling...or still is? Anyway, I still find that HelloKitty is adorable^^

♥♥♥♥♥HelloKitty-AlwaysPinky♥♥♥♥♥

Monday, which I'm looking forward to. A day where D-Family hang out together. I had my scrumptious lunch at a nearby duck noodle shop and dropped by in Pyramid for SkinFood. A call, plan changed and we decided to head to Redbox at TheGardens before our night plans.

Undecided of where to eat, finally we ended up at LittleTaiwan. Ain't so Taiwanese after all, however my fancy Taiwan snacks will still be none other than ShihLinTaiwanSnack=P

Our movie for the night, AliceInWonderland. We're supposed to watch 3D, unfortunately not. Well, I guess I'll go for 2nd round. 3D for sure. There're so many pretty little dishy mushrooms everywhere and also the herculean ones. I was amazed by the decoration in MidValley. I just love Fairytales.

♥♥♥♥♥IHaveMyVeryOwnFairytales♥♥♥♥♥

The theater was heat up by us, imitating some of the acts, I hope we're not disturbing the others. Never missed, yum-cha is a must. And geez, after 12 years, our anniversary is coming, Dear&I, always have our mind clicked. We know what's best for both of us^^

Withal, deep down inside, I've unsolved mysteries. Will it turn out to be a dazzle after dark? Or otherwise.

Love,

♥Alyssa Cross♥

♥xoxo♥

♥Ultimate Flip-Flop♥

Internet breakdown for 2 weeks,but it feels like ages.I'm so out-dated without internet.Couldn't do anything at all.It was Chinese New Year back then and have been very very busy though.We had 6 long red cracker popping all the way,not to miss out,releasing lanterns up up in the sky bringing along our dreams and desires.It's a sign of blessing.It's all about CNY food and cookies,what I couldn't resist,the dried meat and meat floss.I'm loving it.Yum~yum~Not to mention,..all the circumstances that I need to bear.

♥♥♥♥♥Up-up And Away♥♥♥♥♥

Time where families and friends gather.Some can even hardly=((I had my gatherings.Some were never friends eventually turned out to be one,some...o well...they never changed.Old and new friends gather,or maybe...those that you actually called FRIENDS?It brings back all the past memories.Throughout the years,there's a tremendous 'evolution' among people,where I pick my sidekick and my intimate ones.Anyhow...I had a wondrous CNY and holidays=)) Having a full plate,I can't see why I can't breathe without the cyberspace...except only when I needed to check my emails...and perquisition all the unlimited source.

♥♥♥♥♥D-Family*TopLeftClockwise-Piggy♥To-be-named♥Bunny♥Monkey♥Ducky♥Chicky♥♥♥♥♥

♥♥♥♥♥MyValentine's♥♥♥♥♥

♥♥♥♥♥Being-Loved*Now*Always*Forever♥♥♥♥♥
Over the months,reaching to year,I still have 'unpaid' debt to be made,but how?I wonder...Facing predicament,it agitates me whenever I was given a hint,or even whispers that I've heard,not knowing what to do.Willingness to lead off isn't the point now but having the courage?I don't think so.If only people will never think of "What IF"...apparently...like me...it will turn out right?There will never be the word 'courage' anymore.*sigh*Afraid of being repudiated again,it will always be a mystery.

♥♥♥♥♥J♥urneyWeHadBeenT♥gether♥♥♥♥♥

♥♥♥♥♥LittleSpicesToBeRemembered♥♥♥♥♥
Future lies ahead.Having dreams and vision,deep desire but it ain't align.We are not twin.Day by day,it's a metamorphosis.Entirety.What am I yearning for?
♥♥♥♥♥Sweet&Bitter*Used-to-be*♥♥♥♥♥

♥♥♥♥♥InTheDoldrums♥♥♥♥♥
Love,
♥AlyssaCross♥
♥xoxo♥