♥Ultimate Flip-Flop♥

Internet breakdown for 2 weeks,but it feels like ages.I'm so out-dated without internet.Couldn't do anything at all.It was Chinese New Year back then and have been very very busy though.We had 6 long red cracker popping all the way,not to miss out,releasing lanterns up up in the sky bringing along our dreams and desires.It's a sign of blessing.It's all about CNY food and cookies,what I couldn't resist,the dried meat and meat floss.I'm loving it.Yum~yum~Not to mention,..all the circumstances that I need to bear.

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Time where families and friends gather.Some can even hardly=((I had my gatherings.Some were never friends eventually turned out to be one,some...o well...they never changed.Old and new friends gather,or maybe...those that you actually called FRIENDS?It brings back all the past memories.Throughout the years,there's a tremendous 'evolution' among people,where I pick my sidekick and my intimate ones.Anyhow...I had a wondrous CNY and holidays=)) Having a full plate,I can't see why I can't breathe without the cyberspace...except only when I needed to check my emails...and perquisition all the unlimited source.

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♥♥♥♥♥Being-Loved*Now*Always*Forever♥♥♥♥♥
Over the months,reaching to year,I still have 'unpaid' debt to be made,but how?I wonder...Facing predicament,it agitates me whenever I was given a hint,or even whispers that I've heard,not knowing what to do.Willingness to lead off isn't the point now but having the courage?I don't think so.If only people will never think of "What IF"...apparently...like me...it will turn out right?There will never be the word 'courage' anymore.*sigh*Afraid of being repudiated again,it will always be a mystery.

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Future lies ahead.Having dreams and vision,deep desire but it ain't align.We are not twin.Day by day,it's a metamorphosis.Entirety.What am I yearning for?
♥♥♥♥♥Sweet&Bitter*Used-to-be*♥♥♥♥♥

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Love,
♥AlyssaCross♥
♥xoxo♥

♥New Season Of MyLife♥

A NewYear,a NewResolution,a NewSeasonOfMyLife♥It will be a new start for me.I need to have strong determination on what I have decided to do for my life.The past was terrible,wrong decisions,wrong thoughts,wrong judgement,wrong action,wrong character and attitude,lead to a nightmare,but let it be a past.I'm looking forward for Year-2010.Hoping that this year will never be the same for me.I want a breakthrough in my life♥physically♥mentally♥emotionally♥most important-spiritually♥O well...as for my new year resolution...I guess I will just keep it to myself =P

Currently waiting for my results...in two weeks time.Gosh-I'm so anxious about it♥Pray for the best♥Do wish me luck♥University applications-Processing.Waiting for Taylor's to open application for pharmacy.I hope they will launch it for this year.In a dilemma...where should I go?

I'm just trying my best to make my vision and desire to come to past.To grow more-stronger in faith♥to walk with God♥It will never be easy...but as long as I live...I will try.Those who are trying to bring me down...I'm gonna knock you off my way!!!

New year eve,celebrated in Genting.Due to the thick fog,I only saw colours instead of fireworks.However...I had a great time...meanwhile thinking...I had my favourite BaskinRobin on a cold shivering weather,coughing and sneezing all the night.And the delicious triple decker cheese cake from CoffeeBean.I'm just craving for all the ♥sweeties♥

I hope everyone has a wonderful new year celebration.Till then~
Love,

♥Alyssa-Cross♥
♥xoxo♥

I Don't Care Anymore!

Just in a month,anything can happen.Another 1 month,my results will be out.I'm nervous,thinking about it,yet...there's so much more bothering me.Problems and obstacles that I need to overcome.Trying real hard,putting in much effort...but I still can't find the solution.Remain unsolved,new ones come around.It feels like...my mind is gonna explode.I wasn't thinking right at all.I don't know what am I talking.What did I say?I desperately need help,guidance,to get out of it.I don't want to think no more.Don't want to care anymore.Let it be who you are...I don't even bother wanting to know you.I hate you for how you treated me.I don't know what you want.

What are you thinking?

What are you expecting?

What are you feeling?

WHO ARE YOU???

Indescribable feelings~

My blog has gone 'rusty' for months without being updated.Well I'm back!!!Over the past few months,I've been rather busy with my studies and church.And now I've finished my A-levels,which I really felt a big relief though for a moment.Bet I'll started to worry about my results.Basically...I think I didn't do well in some papers yet I can't do anything about it.Might as well just appreciate the time I have now as my result will be out in January.
Right after my last paper,I've attended Emerge-The Rising,organised by my church,City Harvest in Sunway Convention Centre.The grand opening was awesome.Spot lights everywhere.It was like a huge party.I'm so glad that dear Ivy enjoy it so much where she found the answers to her life.Continue to pray that she will open up her heart towards Jesus Christ.

*****MayGodBlessDearIvy*****
As for me,the moment I always been waiting for...the Word Of God.Rev.Dr.KongHee was the preacher.All the sermons really impacted me.God answered my prayer-I've been praying for the last few months.It gaves me assurance on the dreams I want to pursue.Still...I need to pray hard for confirmation.Moreover,I've learnt the importance of having the characters in order to achieve my dreams,moulding good characters in me.Everything got to have a first time.If I don't work it out,what's the point of even thinking about it?Keep up the spirit and start making all things new^^All this bring me closer to God.I've experienced God's peace,exceed anything that I can understand.Praying is indeed powerful!!!
Emerge caused me to love MyChurch,MyPastor,MyCellLeader&TheMembers more.I feel more attached to MySpiritualFamily.I finally understand the principle of being commited and loyal and why not only towards God,but also MyChurch,MyCellLeader,TheMembers&Relationships I have with people around me.I bet my life will never be the same again.Am ready for all the challenges to be successful in the eyes of God.

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Many things have changed in my life over the past few months.I've learn a lot and grown(I think...well at least I learn something~) in many aspects.I begin to appreciate people around me who brought happiness into my life,tought me how to be a better person in life.Of course there are ups and downs during these period.I've struggled...and...I think I overcomed it.I don't know how well I've solved all the problems but at least...it's not bothering me anymore.I feel very blessed for having such a wonderful people around me who truly love and trust me especially my parents and brothers.Thanks to those who encourages me all the time whenever I fall into the deepest valley that I can hardly stand up again,for those who brings lots of fun and joy into my life,those who does not judge me and love me for who I am.

*****LearningToLoveMyself*****
I've grown so much more in Christ.I guess I can never live without Christ.I've never been so serious about it...but being a part of W19 tought me how awesome is MyGod.I feel accepted again by Him and not haunted by my past anymore.I will stay firm and strong in Him,I shall not be influenced by people who always try to bring me down and apart from God.His peace will guard my heart and mind as I live in Christ Jesus.
*****W19-WhoBringsSunshineToMyLife*****
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Love,
Alyssa-Cross~xoxo~

11th Anniversary

*****Happy11thAnniversary*****

The day that we were looking forward to finally came.It's my 11th Anniversary with Dear.Well actually it supposed to be on 29th of May.Due to some reasons we always post-poned it.Anyway...we'll never missed our anniversay ^^ Right after college,I waited for Dear to come over to my home.We decided to go to Sunway Pyramid because of the traffic and it's more convenient for me.We bought our cake and off we went to pyramid.

Lunch a.k.a anniversary celebration at Canton-i.Our choice was Pasta Zan Mai,Dragon-i,Canto-i and Italianese.Well I prefered Canto-i so...that's it^^We ordered our food there and everyone looked so weird to us because we were the one making funny actions and 'noises' there.Anyway...who cares.We just enjoyed ourselves.Veisen,our camare-man...officially joined our anniversary today onwards.Which means...every year 3 of us will be celebrating together.Cheers to our friendship-wee~We ordered 'piggy-pao'...represented me and Dear =P

*****Piggy-Pao*****

Here comes our food.Ordered by all of us with each others' agreement...LOL XD

*****Carrot-cake*****

*****Canto-iFamousPorridge*****

*****MixPork-OurFavourite*****

*****MangoDessert*****

*****Clean&Clear^^*****

We shared everything together.That's what true friendship are meant to be.

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*****Me&Dear*****

*****Newbie~*****

*****WishUponThe-Candles*****

*****1...2...3...BLOW~*****
Loving each other and sharing our happy-sad-up-down moments all the time.We're always proud of each other.Rejoice for each others success and happiness.

*****YummY*****

*****CaPu~*****

Jealousy will break a friendship bond which is a NO-NO to us.Yeay!

*****3-Mousquetaire*****

No matter what happens,Dear is always there for me.That's the one thing I'm always grateful for...the existence of Dear in MyLife.Even though we did not meet often...maybe once a month or even once in 6 months,but love never fails for us as we love each other deeply truly from the bottom of our hearts.This relationship is priceless to me.Dear~Love you lots.

*****KissxSis*****

Love,

Alyssa-Cross~xoxo~

Reasons Of Friendship Break

True enough.

Is it very true how deos a friendship breaks?

Both friends will think the other is busy.

And will not contact.

Thinking that it may be disturbing.

As time passes by,

both will think let the other contact first.

After that each will think why should I contact first?

From here onwards,

Your love will be converted to hatred.

Finally without contact your memory becomes weak.

They forget each other.

How actually does a person treasures a FRIEND?

People are getting more and more materialistic.

Sincerity just won't make a friendship last.

Is this what a friendship meant to be?

What does a friendship meant to you?

A question to be thought and answered.

Love,

Alyssa-Cross~xoxo~