❤Confused❤

Famous,huge and etc isn't the thing that we must always look to.A drop in the bucket can as well do great things.It's not about the fame or what-so-ever people always think of,but it's about God,the peace and joy that He gives even if it started from a very small begining.Through the story of Jabez,it taught me not to subject my life to fate.It may not be a good start,but what counts is the perfect end.As long as I'm willing to commit my ways to Him and determined in everything I do to change my past,I believe a good start is not as crucial as a good end.So why not give it a shot and start believing?Learn to depend on Him as the work of God can be hindered both by unbelief and apathy.Don't let a blessing be in disguise.Actions always speak louder than words...ooppsssie...which reminded me not to just do the talking^^This is just a mild sharing from me on what I've learn to implement into my daily routine.No offence yea.
Mommy suggested that I read a CHINESE book today?A what???Did she says CHINESE BOOK?Isn't that too much Mommy???Well,I guess it can be a opportunity for me to brush up my Chinese since I'm still having a long long..I mean LONG holidays which I'm really sick of it.I think I can just give it a shot instead of reaching for the English version.Break a leg alright?It has always been my plan to learn my Chinese but...somehow it always failed no matter what.Let's go back to square one and not just thinking about doing it but DO IT!!!

Even though I remind myself to be optimistic all the time,but sometimes things doesn't go the way you want it to.I do feel tired and discouraged,didn't know what to do and I'm confused.I didn't want to think or guess,just a direct and honest answer.Should I continue crossing my fingers or just find my feet and get over it as Elvis has left the building?You might be asking,shouldn't I just hold my horse as every cloud has a silver lining from what I've just mention?

Well you see,sometimes it's not easy to do it.That's why we're not born as god or goddess.This explains to me that my life ain't going to be completed without You.
Love,

AlyssaCross

xoxo

♥말도 없이♥

The pace of yours is left at one of the carriage.The wind in the subway,drabber than the memories and the whole city has been waiting for me but,there's still a feeling of drifting.I used to believe that tomorrow will be the future,I tried my very best through all the hardships until despair.No matter how bad the circumstances are,it's the deal of my vanity.
Even if there are regrets,what can I do about them?Will I recovered even if I have gone through all the sadness and hurts?Countless music,rendering in my mind.Unspeakable words,things that I can't explained.Used to rely on each others' shoulder,and now we are wanderers among the sea of people.
If I could revert the moment,I will still clench my fist tightly because I'm afraid that my dreams will vanish.When I closed my eyes,in the realm of my very own fantasy,wishing that I will not wake up.Time is ticking and it still have to come to an end,I need to end the absurdity.
My heart has been shattered.I just need your hug,not your kiss.Need you to be my dearest,not a lover or someone's.Just lend me your hand one minute a day,so that I can dream.Every moment I treasure,seeing the smile on your face,the light of happiness in your eyes.

Love,

♥Alyssa Cross♥

♥xoxo♥