❤Confused❤

Famous,huge and etc isn't the thing that we must always look to.A drop in the bucket can as well do great things.It's not about the fame or what-so-ever people always think of,but it's about God,the peace and joy that He gives even if it started from a very small begining.Through the story of Jabez,it taught me not to subject my life to fate.It may not be a good start,but what counts is the perfect end.As long as I'm willing to commit my ways to Him and determined in everything I do to change my past,I believe a good start is not as crucial as a good end.So why not give it a shot and start believing?Learn to depend on Him as the work of God can be hindered both by unbelief and apathy.Don't let a blessing be in disguise.Actions always speak louder than words...ooppsssie...which reminded me not to just do the talking^^This is just a mild sharing from me on what I've learn to implement into my daily routine.No offence yea.
Mommy suggested that I read a CHINESE book today?A what???Did she says CHINESE BOOK?Isn't that too much Mommy???Well,I guess it can be a opportunity for me to brush up my Chinese since I'm still having a long long..I mean LONG holidays which I'm really sick of it.I think I can just give it a shot instead of reaching for the English version.Break a leg alright?It has always been my plan to learn my Chinese but...somehow it always failed no matter what.Let's go back to square one and not just thinking about doing it but DO IT!!!

Even though I remind myself to be optimistic all the time,but sometimes things doesn't go the way you want it to.I do feel tired and discouraged,didn't know what to do and I'm confused.I didn't want to think or guess,just a direct and honest answer.Should I continue crossing my fingers or just find my feet and get over it as Elvis has left the building?You might be asking,shouldn't I just hold my horse as every cloud has a silver lining from what I've just mention?

Well you see,sometimes it's not easy to do it.That's why we're not born as god or goddess.This explains to me that my life ain't going to be completed without You.
Love,

AlyssaCross

xoxo